I had an amazing time with Gui last night. Sitting in the movies cuddling. Not caring that we got wet under the rain as we walked to a bar. Talking to him comes so easily. Kissing him comes so easily. Being close to him comes so easily. Everything with him is just easy and nice and makes me feel so happy. I haven’t felt that safe and happy with someone in a long time. Not since the very first days of being together with Petar, and I do mean only the very first days. Tonight I’m going to his parent’s house for dinner, invitation by his mother. So much for alone time. But I don’t care. I love spending time with him. He’s leaving for India on thursday and until then I’ve decided that I’m going to focus on him and when he leaves I will try and figure out the situation with A. But for now, I’m still just enjoying it. But I have to admit, when I walked into A’s room after home from my date with Gui to say goodnight, the sparks? They’re not nearly as bright.
The Dirt Field
They say the grass is greener on the other side. Except that sometimes, it's just a dirt field.
Jul
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